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Ok, so my name is Aren…and guess what? I am just like everybody else…end of sentence. I’ll never be perfect. I will always be different. I’ll never be exactly what you’re looking for. There will be things about me that you like, and also just as many that you probably won’t like. I do have to say though, that there is more to me than just a pretty face. So look past that. Here’s what you might see….A girl who’s very aware of her surroundings and has learned a lot from life, whether it be from good or bad decisions. A girl with an opinion who most of the time is very stubborn and might possibly clash with you. A girl who’s very afraid of letting go of her feelings, just because she’s too cautious of her own thoughts. A girl who’s had her heart broken and doesn’t think it can be mended. A girl who’s had way too much experience. A girl grown past maturity. A girl who’s learned from her mistakes. A girl who now knows what’s she’s doing. A girl who has taught herself to open up. A girl who wears her heart on her sleeve. A girl who can be slightly pessimistic and very cynical. A girl who actually listens, and takes it to heart. A girl who likes to have deep conversations. A girl who’s somewhat philosophical. A girl who’s inquisitive. A girl who sometimes drinks for fun. A girl who will try anything once. A girl who would rather get to know you first, than date you. A girl who loves cuddling better than kissing. A girl who likes to take things slow. A girl more interested in finding a “nice” guy. A girl who doesn’t care what people think of her. A girl who carries too much in life, but can handle it. A hopeless romantic. A girl with too much calamity. A girl who cares too much and trusts and forgives too easily. A girl who tries not to lie, but sometimes it just can’t be helped. A girl who would rather not see someone get hurt with the truth. A girl who falls too easily. A girl that can be picky at times. A girl who will correct you when you're wrong. A girl who loves the rain. A girl who loves it when you sing to her. A girl who likes music, but it doesn’t own her life. A girl who knows what being real is. A girl who hates being judged, and lied to and backstabbed. A girl who hates when people lie about her, and lie to make themselves look better. A girl who doesn’t like people who portray themselves differently than they actually are. A girl who’s pretty outgoing, and sometimes down to earth. A girl who gets jealous at times. A girl who has typically gone for “hot” guys. A girl who will definitely speak her mind…at least now that is. A girl who cant stay perched on your pedestal for long, before you find something else to knock her down. A girl you shouldn't expect too much from. A girl you probably will see as shy, as the same. A girl that is everything you like, but also everything you hate. A girl that will disappoint you. And finally, a girl you definately dont need.

There's a difference between love, lust, and infatuation. And also between life and reality...So see the big picture. We're blind to the world, but life is Braille. We can still read it. I can deal with that...can you?

In the end though, I’ve grown to love everything about me and who I am. I accept that I live my life a certain way, and I have a different perspective on life than you, and make choices that you probably wouldn’t…I know that i've made some bad choices in life, but really there is nothing I can do about that. You can’t sit and regret your past, because there’s no point…It can’t be changed. I mean, whatever choices you did make, you yourself made. No one forced you to do anything. No one influenced your decisions. It was all you. You pave your own path and put your own foot forward. So deal with it. Regret, is just self-hatred. So why regret? Do you hate yourself? I live my life day to day. Im not going to focus on the past, and I will never look into the future and base my decisions on what’s right for me, because no matter how hard you try, you cant predict your future. It is not set in stone. Simple things day to day will change the outcome of tomorrow, so live for the moment, live for now... Life has taught me many lessons, and now i’ve learned to live my life for me, and live it exactly how I want. I’m done trying to fit in, and trying to adapt to who I’m around, just to please that person before myself. All I have to say though is that if you don’t like who I am, then deal with it, because I won’t change myself for you. Nobody’s that selfless, or ever will be. I’m not going to sit and persuade you of who I am, because I shouldn’t have to. People should see you for who you really are when they meet you, and not just see some shallow image based on looks alone. That’s superficial. And you know what? Change does occur, that's why it exists. In ones own eye, you can be changed, regardless of what others think. No one said that the answers to life were known. So we learn, and that outcome...is life. Not through strengh, that's only false perception, but recognition.

The best thing you could actually do for someone, is listen to them…So if you actually read this, regardless of whether you like me or not, agree with me or not. Talk to me sometime, listen, give me a chance….It just might be worthwhile

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